THE OSHAWA DAILY TIMES, MONDAY, FEBRUARY 17, 1930 P" ~E NINE LOVE SHY - Li:stallment Thirty-tiwree RENUNCIATION An Entry from James Warren's Diary, Auguet 28 It wo weeks now since 1 saw Jane, and Pm pretty much discour- aged. I saw her the evening after agreed to let me 'tell her I bad a new jo¥ and a raise in salary, but it didn't help any. She wasn't at all impressed with my $45 a week. Not that I blame her, it isn't very much, but lots of girls marry oh that amount and get aleng all right. It seems now that she got some kind of promotion herself; she told Mildred tbout it, and that might have had something to do with her refusal, I fon't know, though. 1 guess she really doesn't love me, Gosh, but 1 hate to write that. I've been looking: back over this book to- aight. 1 began to keep it when I first took the job in the filling sta- tion. Father wanted me to keep a diary because he thought it woul be an interesting record of my exper- iences and he might get some help out of it for the business. But it's all "Janet." "Janet this" and "Janet that," and how she looked and what she said and what she wore. I'll aever dare let father sec it. Nor any me else, for that matter. Let's see. It been two weeks since I wrote in here. I camé home from seeing Janet that night so miserable that I just scrawled a big "damn" over the page for that ' date and haven't touched the old book since. I went to see Mildred the next night and she told me she guessed she had been wrong. Janet probably didn't love me after all or she'd never be able to hold out s» long. That made me mad and tried tqgcall Janet up, but her mother answéred the phone snd. said she was ont. . Trying to Run Away Mildred wanted me to ask father to let me tell her the truth, but the more 1 thought of it the more 1 de- cided that if she didn't love me for myself 1 didn't want her. I have some pride, too, and as long as I've posed this far as a poor young working man I'll keep it up to end of the chapter. I talked with Westlake a couple of nights later and he doesn't agree with Mildred. He thinks Janet is in lave with me. 1 suppose he thinks she'd never have turned him down. if she hadn't been in love with me. That's a dirty thing for me to write about him, for he's really a ince, and Mildred's a lucky girl never did like Duncan. I've tried to get hold of Janet at least thirty times but she keeps slip- ping away from me. 1 planned once to meet her when she got off the sub- way, but. she just stopped and. shook hands with me like I was an old ac- quaintance and hurried on without waiting to: talk. I was dumfounded. She acted like she was (Tying ta run away from me. I thought that might be a good sign, so, 1 asked Mildred + 'about it, SEI i But Mildred's so absorbed in her . own, plans she hasn't much time for me. /Westlake's business took longer "thin he ht and they're not goifig to be married until the 1sf of October. Mildred's closing the apartment becdiisc they are going to stay abroad a year. Lucky devils. I think now Jl wait until after their wedding then I'll just disappear from: this world I've been living in withdut telling any one who I really am. but I'd rather not. I'think I'll just go dbroad * for the . winter, maybe » meet Mildred and John on the Riviera and laze around until I get out of my present habit of jumping up at 6:30 in the morning. I suppose some day J'll be able to think of Janet without that queer sinking feeling in my heart. Mildred gave me the portrait of her and 1 took it to show Father. He looked at it a long time and he said, "Splen- did girl, Jimmy, She'll come around. He seemed to think she really © would and while I was with him I + shared his hope, but after I. got away . I called myself a damn fool. Any way, 1 have the picture and I'll al- ways have my memories of this time, the strangest time in my life. Janet came to Mildred's party the night before Westlake went away and she . was the sweetest thing in that Qua- . ker dress of Mother's that I've ever {. seén. © guess she knew I did, because she wouldn't keep it on, Said she, was afraid of spilling something on it. Girls are funny. She was so quiet wand. staged : close: to ed and wouldn't talk to me at . Westlake drove us home and I didn't get 'a chance for a word alone ith. her. Not that it would have dotie me any good, 1 suppose. him. Mildred wants me to tell Janet; Just be patient.' I wanted to eat her up. IT By Barvara Webb Well, it's been an interesting sum- mer, Jf only I didn't have this heartache. 1 can understand why men take to dtink after a disappoint- ment of this kind. It's something you can't escape from, Mildred says I'll forget it when I go abroad and have a change of scenery, but 1 don't think so. Somehow I feel that Janet is the only girl I'll ever really love. She's so sweet, so dainty, so lovely. 1 love thé way she walks the way she talks and the way she car- 'ries her head and the cldthes she wears, I love everything about her. She's the only girl in the world for me--there I go raving again, But she's all of those things and more, And she can't sce me at all, Pm be- ginning to believe that it wouldn't make any difference to much money I had. She just doesn't love me, that's all. But oh! Lord, if I ever hear of her marrying any one else<l'd go crazy, 1 think, Soll, there's no use in my eating my heart out for something 1 can't have and I'm preity well con vinced now that she won't marry me, doesn't love me, and never has. I'll tell her d-bye in a couple of weeks, tell her I'm going to some other State to work and just go out of her life completely no exchanging of ,addresses or writing. letters or anything like that. If I can't have all of her I don't want her for my friend, I want her for my wife-- "I'll Have to Go Away" Better get off that subject. It hurts too much. Let's se¢, what else is the-: to write? Haven't seen any- thing of Adelaide for a long time. Her parents moved away very sud- denly and when 1 asked Janet about them that time 1 met her on the street slic was very vague. My guess is that Adelaide will drift into the underworld. Heaven knows she'll have plenty of chances with all of Butch's friends to show her the way. Queer how I always liked that chap, something real about him and he got his woman after all, which is more than I'm able to do, There I go, no matter what I write about I come back to Janet. All roads lead to Rome. No, I can't stand it. I'll have to go abvay. When 1 think that by just stepping out of my room 1 can tell her on the tele- phone and hear her say in a frosty little voice: "Not tonight, Jimmy, I'm too tired," or something like that, I just go crazy. 1 guess I won't write any more in this diary, I'll put it away and when I'm an old man I'll take it out and live these summer days over again. They've been the most beautiful days of my life, because I knew Janet in them, They've been the saddest be- cause I lost her in them, I'll just write once more that I am going away. I love Janet--I could write that forever. I love her and I'm going to go away. So the last words I'll write in here will be these, "Good-by, Janet, my darling, I love you. To Be Continued Tomorrow SPECULATION 45 10 NEW COMMISSION TO GREAT BRITAIN London Moming Post Says - Office Will Be O%ered - To Massey (By Canadian P- ss Leased Wire) London, Feb. 17. ~Canad: her how], " shis of University college, who will P t the Uni ity of Torone The p grap ney Herman (left), and Laurie Tar- | ern university, Chicago, Ill, Feb. 16, at the annual debate be- | tween the two colleges, BITTER WAR ON . TO SAVE FORESTS Mere Handful of Defenders Arrayed Against Billions Of Invaders sacuse, N.Y., Feb. 17.--The struggle to save the threatened for- ests of New York and other states is a war to the death between bil; Hons of invaders and a mere hand- ful of defenders, with tremendous vafues at stake and with no armis. tice in sight, according to the New York State College of Forestry at _| Syracuse University, : 'Legions of insects," according to one of the college bulletins, "are attacking the forests on many fronts. They are co-operating with the billions of microscopic hordes of the fungus world to denude for- est lands of valuable timber. "Bark beetles are in the front enemy trenches and are particular ly destructive to conferous forests, SPAIN MAY HAVE DIGTATOR AGAIN to Have Deep Motive Madrid, Feb. 17.--~While police and civil guards suppressed food riots in Madrid recently, the Government prepared to quell disturbances that might develop . anywhere in Spain, I'he Government of General Damaso Berenguer believes that political interests desirous of discrediting the successors to the Primo de Rivera dictatorship are inciting unemploy- ed workers, Republicans, radical groups generally and Catalan separa- tists to attempt disturbances. The food riots in Madrid followed yesterday's demonstrations of the jobless who marched to the royal palace demanding work. The riots were in the outskirts of the city, where the demonstrators broke into grocery stores and smashed shop windows to obtain food. A number of heads were bruised before the demonstrations were broken up. Well-informed circles believe the Government will soon become much more severe or will plan to return Spain to another dictatorship. These sources say that General Berenguer, who first planned' to conduct elec tions and restore Parliament, is dis- appointed by the disturbances. They say they would not be surprised if soon Berenguer himself, with the approval of the King, would decide that Spain needed another dictator- ship and would proceed by pre-ar- rangement to have another strong general repeat Primo's coup and be- come dictator, RADIO GUIDES PLANES WITH NEW Canada Leads World in De- velopment of Radio Di- rection Finder (By Canadi Press Lesscd Wire) Circles in London are keenly specu- lating a8 to who wiil succeed Hon, P.O. Larkin as Canada's high ¢om- missioner here. The Morning Post says is learns the position will "certainly be of- fered first to Hon. Vincent Massey." Canada's minister at Washington. Mr. Massey is well-known in B#i- tain, and it is felt he would make 2 popular high commissioner, says the, Post. In'the event of his non-accept- 'ance, 'the 'mewspaper contlfiues, Wilfred Laurier McDougald, Mon- treal, Canadian senator, might be approached. A third name mention ed is W. C. Noxon, Ontario's agent- general here, "who is one of: the most popular Canadians in London and who knows Great Britian as few Canadians know the mother country." The Post adds, "At one time it was considered in Canada that Mr, Larkin's successor would almost centainly be Sir Campbell Stuart, Canada's representative on the Im- rial Cable Conference, The late gh comm: er We une /derstand, favored 'this 'sppoint- | ment." 52 King St. E. 71.921 nm ood a ik a Ottawa, Ont, Feb. 17.--Canada's mail pilots will. be guided on thei routes by a visual indicator on the instrument board. As simple as look- ing at the speedometer on a motor car, this device perfected in Canada, Canadian Corps of Signals and the Canadian Marconi Company, will in- or fog to his destination. The new Canadian Radio Beacous for the audible system of direction- finding, stated Major Arthur Steel, M.C,, today, describing Canada's ra- dio aids to air navigation to the con- vention of the Engineering Institute of Canada in session here. The older audible system will provide for ser- vice to visiting American aircraft not equipped for the visual system. Major Steel indicated that Can- ada's new radio aids to aviation will possess marked superiority over thos in use in other countries, especially in providing for the use of the visual direction-indicator which consists of two steel reeds vibrating at cqui amplituues waen tue planc is on is course. Compared with the audible system, the ing if static or interference is strong when the system is most he visual system is immune to sta- nable the operator to change frum .her of .the beacon positions to voice" and to speak: into the micro- one the information which is most .uable to the pilot concerning wea- | ier and landing conditions and spe- .al messages of instruction. These roadcasts gill be received by the pi- it every hour swithout any change cing 'necessitated in the tuning of ie aeroplane receiving set. This remarkable "simplicity gives anada the lead over other countries. n Europe, Major Steel pointed out, he intersection method is used tor cating' the position of a Jlane by letermining the direction of its sig- aals at two or more ground stations and plotting these directions at a base station. This information is radioed back to the plane's operator in 1% to 10 minutes depending on the volume of calls being handled at the base' station. In . the United tates, on the mail routes, the pilot tens to the audible direction sig- nals and must change the tuning of his receiver to get weather 'broad- Riots in Madrid are Believed new Canadian system, it is hoped, will make possible the announcing of weather conditions without even shut i down temporarily the service during this broadcast. beacon The entomologists have fought the creeping barrage of these devasta- ting insects for many years, but never seem to defeat them com- pletely. Bugs and fungus spores have great recuperative powers; they never surrender." ELECTION DUE IN. | NEW BRUNSWICK] Baxter Administration Will | Complete Its Term of | Office | Fredericton N.8., Feb, 17.-- Highway legislation and Old Age Pensions + are slated to be dealt With when the New: Brunswick leg- islature meets on Iebruary' 27 in the final session of the present As- sembly. The administration headed by Hon. J. B. M. Baxter will have completed its term of office at pro- rogation, Provision' for tlie expenditure of $10,000,000 over a period of yenrs for the construction of hard sur- faced roads will be introduced, ac gording to announcements by Pre- mier, Baxtér and Hon. D. Al Stew art, Minister of Public Works. De- mands {or the ploughing of winter motor 'roads have heen made by | various hodies, Until a mileage of | hard surfaced roads fs increased | considerably, winter ploughing fis | regarded as impracticable, since | zravel surfaced roads suffer from | the snow removal. | The Commission on Old Age Pen- | Radio beacons are being erected at Forrest, Manitoba; Regina and Ma- ple Creek, Saskatchewan; and Cal- qary, Alberta. They will also pro Jably be erected in Saskatoon and Edmonton, A radio beacen will be installed at London during this yeqr to guide planes over the portion of the Montreal-Windsor route where night flying is required. A special radiotelegraph station has been ¢ ected at the St. Hubert field near Montreal and Marine Department Stations at Saint John, Father Point, Quebec, Kingston and Toronto are co-operating in the collection and dissemination of weather information A weather map is made up daily at the bulletin gontinued, arrayed against the gypsy moth are entrenched lino to stop the advance westward from New England to that winged death to the forests, enemy, such as the Woodgate rust and the span-worm are attacking 'rom the rear. have joined forces for control over the two chegtnut blizht swept triumphant. og | board." sions headed by Hon. W. C. H. | Grimmer of the New Brunswick Su- | preme Court is now gathering Tat erial for a report, which is expects ed to be borurht down. before the | From Montreal to New York city the forces in almost a straight New Essex Challenger' Different in Every Detail The New Essex Challenger is actually new from radiator to rear bumpers. The design is modernistic and individual without being radical. A "head-on" view shows the changed frontal appearance, the only familiar part being the popular Essex hexagonal emblem. ; end of the session. The report will to a large extent determine the provisions of pension legislation, Legislation to provide nurchase of the privately ow ned | mi electric plant in the City of Freder-' 1p feton by the City Corporation will | he introduced as a, private bill. Al- thou~h not a government measure, the proposed lerislation will he |Co ielosely connected with the publie | tri "But new reinforcements of the ow Fungus 2nd Insects battlefields where the long the entire Atlantic sea- St. Hubert coveripg Eastern North America, SIX WHEEL VERIGLE PRAISED BY EXPERT British War Department's Invention Des'gned For Use On Road or Cross Country (By Canadian Press Leased Wire) Ottawa, Ont., Feb. 17.--Imports of automobiles from Great Britain into canada are almost negligible but showing a tendency to increase. It 1s particularly noticeable that freight automobiles far out-wgigh in number the passenger cars imported from the Qld Country. For the first six months of the curremt fiseal year there were only 10 passenger auto- mobiles brought in from Great Bris ¢ W explained today by aptain N. G. Duckett, of the De- rhmept of National Defense, in a . | testing under the most severe condi- through collaboration of the Royal | ;* the same sense that it aan dicate to the pilot when he is deviat- | ng to right or left of his course, and | will guide him through Satiessmist | | terrain that most interesting prodact | the patented features are permitted will also be equipped to send signals | {the feature which is especially the | parts of the world and is spreading tain as compared with 20 in the like | period of 1928, but in freight auto~ ! chbiels the number increased from ot 68, ihe basis for the increasing u- ty of: British-made freight nl bles was i ner which he presented before the 'gineering Institute of Canada, in paper which he presented before | * Engineering Institute of Canada ft the annual convention here. These freight automobiles, trucks or lorries, | have been used to a considearble ex- tent by the Department of National Defense and lately attention has | been * particularly directed toward tions Of the' Canadian climate and of the War Department known 'as the 'rigid six-wheeler" This vehicle is a product of the War Department signed by the military authorities and has patented features, But com- mefeial performance was aimed at as well as filling the needs of a rugged cross-country military transport and to be used free of charge by all Bri- tish manufacturers. Orie of the most interesting state- nients-made by Captain Duckett was that under certain conditions the use of the War Department rear sus- pension has now been extended to include manufacturers in Canada, and other parts of the Empire. This is key to the successful performance of the six-wheeler through Canadian mud, sand and clay and also in snow drifts. It is the feature which has 'sold' the British vehicle in various its use rapidly t throughout India, Egypt, South frica and Persia, tlot will be relieved of tively few, and also in Europe and to stra of listening constantly to| America where roads signals which is particularly fatigu- | most part géod. | as is the case during bad weather | British Heed ac and magnetic interference. | The mere throwing of a switch at | ae beacon transmitting station wil! countries where 'foads are compara- are for the The speaker emphasized that the ar Department wished to create a motor transport vehicle which would combine speed with cross-country performance. In the vight six-wheeler these objectives were 'attained--speed, equal to the four-wheeled usual type and cross- country performatice equal, if not superior, to many of the semi-track or caterpillar types of vehicles which are at present performing Canada's difficult transportation jobs in min- ing, water power development and forestry operations. _Six-wheelers are as yet a rare sight in Canada. Then opportunity for manufacturing and placing in service this type of vehicle would ap- pear to be a valuable one for Cane adian automobile manufacturers. Captain Duckett stated that the Bri. tish manufacturer failed to realize the great initial advantage he held in Canada and that, if he were alive to the potentialities, this market could be loited with considerabl success, - In various other countries the British war Department's ap- proved type of six-wheeler is being put to commercial use in connection with railr and road construction as feeders to railways in districts where roads do not exist, for logging in virgin country and for general casts, Further refinements in the farm worl 1 rnership projects handled under for the |the Emblem For Alberta New Brunswick Power Com-; Edmonton.--If proposals cone nThen ntaking over of {tained in a bil lintroduced by Hon. | Perren Baker are agreed to be the Provincial Legislature the wild rose ssionn.n > plant by the city is a step to- | ward the extension of electric CUM | will henceforth be the Provincial rent generated under the Power |fioral emblem of the Province of " 1 ' mmission to the Fredericton dis-| Alberta. 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