I tried to go without a smoke for extended lengths of time. I hauled out my pack of butts. I chewed gum aimed at smoking cessation, and still lit up. Over the past year, I travelled on several occasions and was horrified â€" and put through my paces â€" as it was increasingly difficult to have a smoke. Over the years I tried â€" admittedâ€" ly not wholeâ€"heartedly â€" to quit. I rationed myself, lighting up to take a few puffs and then butting out, only to return and light up again. It didn‘t work. s And if one smoked, there was opportunity â€" of course, by need, to attend at the high school‘s smoking pit between classes and at lunch time, for a smoke. I fell in with the crowd. It wasn‘t of course "a need" in those days. It was some 15 years later, with smoking, as one writer recently most aptly described it, being about as popular as dealing drugs in a school yard, that I began realizing smoking had become "a need" for me. When I entered high school, many of my peers smoked. 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When I began smoking, the substance was for sale. It still is. I wonder how many other addiction forming substances are similarly on the market for consumers? However it wasn‘t the cries of nonâ€"smokers or reports about health effects that has, hopefully, convertâ€" ed me to being a nonâ€"smoker. Personally I1‘d put a pack of cigarette smoke up against a vehicle exhaust pipe any day for the meaâ€" sure of poor health effects. There has to be perspective. _ When I complete my 10â€"week patch program I may hang up a No Smoking sign â€" with the words "No Problem" underneath. The signs displayed every where are a problem for those addicted. Certainly social, economic and health factors are involved in the decision to quit. y | 7 my need . . .the headacheâ€"and genâ€" eral unease andâ€"distraction that I was dealing with not having even a couple of puffs? 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For the first six weeks you wear patches containing the highest nicotine dosage and you work on breaking your cigarette smoking habits. Then the nicotine is reduced and vou are weaned off. I began my crusade. I counted the hours during which I hadn‘t had a cigarette. The counting of hours turned into the counting of days. _ Two weeks! I ran for the patches. On Saturday morning â€" they said to pick a relaxed time to start â€" I fasâ€" tened my first patch on. I‘d read "The Patch‘s" accompanying mateâ€" rial â€" all the tips on how to deal with the task ahead of me. By midâ€"November, I had my annual physical scheduled with my family doctor and I took the bull by the horns. I took the money I set aside weekly for cigarettes and I made my way into the drug store, armed with a prescription for patches (I use the Nicoderm patch system). My doctor said to come back for a check and prescription renewal in two weeks. I would be finished the program in late January. on and what I chose to do. 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